...♥...

i feel much better... well just a bit.
had my maths exam... and it was =)
i was all alone today... well a few friends were with me, i mean the one i'm not close with
this is because, the one that i'm close is...
hmmm might be busy, i misscalled and text no respond :s
i almost cried in school, well its not because of my friends..
well HIM.. he didn't do anything, but the probs we are facing is just so worrying!

i was hoping that he gonna wish me. - my wish came true =)
i'm glad he did wish me good luck ♥
tears almost drop... but i stayed cool hehe...
i hope my friends didn't notice that i was so quiet and kept on "angan2"
and my eyes... always watery~~~
and as soon as i arrived home, i cried...
then i contacted my brader syafy... he said... that SHIDIE do care for me...
i was like... hmmm yeah i know...

good news is...
he txt me on msn...
♡♡ hazirah ♥ 2411 ☆ says:
Sad msh?
chantique--> not feelin well ♥ will always love morissidi ♥ says:
nda
♡♡ hazirah ♥ 2411 ☆ says:
I love y0u
chantique--> not feelin well ♥ will always love morissidi ♥ says:
love you too
♡♡ hazirah ♥ 2411 ☆ says:
Jn ta sad me syg u n0 matter wat happen
chantique--> not feelin well ♥ will always love morissidi ♥ says:
awuuu ♥

"SO BACK OFF PEOPLE!!! I'm not gonna let him go...
No matter what... BITCHES, SLUTS, ASSHOLES like you PEOPLE...
are DAMN ANNOYING!!!
I'm sorry but my LOVE is only for HIM ♥"

☆2407☆ shidie's heart ♥

i learnt from my mistakes

I don't blame him if he hates me...
But I just don't wanna lose him, that's all =)
People might think I'm a bitch, but please don't judge me if you don't know me.
Hmmm I might be stupid... Well I am STUPID...
I am so stupid cause of not understanding our local culture, traditions and language...
Sometimes, through my body language, usage of words and etc;
people tend to think of the negative meanings of it.
Where I don't actually mean it that way.
I never tend to think anything dirty and nasty, but I'm sorry...
That "things" never POP UPS in my head!!!

I am regretting for not understanding my own culture, traditions and language.
I am so sorry to my boyfriend.
I am sorry if my doings really humiliates you.
I know you never care what people said bout me,
but this time I know it is beyond the limit already.
And you are sick of it already...
Actually deep inside my heart I don't mean anything.
In fact I don't realize that word can cause people to think the other way.
I never think of betraying you.
I've been loyal to you!!! Even there's a lot of people trying to seek my attention.
I NEVER FALL FOR THEM!!! No matter how hard they tried =(
I know it is hard to trust a BITCH LIKE ME!!!
I don't blame you...

But I just wanted you to know sayaaang...
That I really LOVES you no matter what...

☆2407☆ shidie's heart ♥

Be busy~~~ A level here I come...!!!

A'level... Errr I'm not expecting too much for it. But I hope I get a good result, amiin... =)

This is my time table for my BIG exam.

• Thursday, 15th Oct [2:00 till 3:45 pm] Maths P1 (AS level)
• Monday, 19th Oct [8:00 till 10:4o am] General Paper 1 & 2 *eng subj* (AS level)
• Wednesday, 21st Oct [2:00 till 3:15 pm] Maths P4 (A2 level)
• Wednesday, 28th Oct [2:00 till 4:00 pm] Maths P3 (A2 level)
• Wednesday, 4th Nov [8:00 till 9:15 am] Maths P6 (AS level)
• Monday, 9th Nov [8:00 till 10:30 am] Computing P1 (AS level)
• Friday, 13th Nov [8:00 till 11:00 am] Geography P1 (AS level)
• Monday, 16th Nov [2:00 till 4:00 pm] Computing P3 (A2 level)
• Tuesday, 17th Nov [2:oo till 4:00 pm] Geography P2 (A2 level)
• Tuesday, 17th Nov [2:00 till 5:00 pm] Geography P3 (A2 level)

Everyone... Good luck with all of your exams.
Insyallah, with all the efforts and hardwoks, we gain success - AMIIN :)

☆2407☆ shidie's heart ♥

the new hair...

I trimmed my hair...

Then I perm my hair - "Japanese Perm"
Coloured my hair - "copper"
Hi-light my hair - idk wuts the colour haha
Done with treatment...



Kathy Chai Salon Tg Bunut
Hair stylist - Neng and helps from Yoh and Brandon.
Credits for them... Love my hair now hehe

☆2407☆ shidie's heart