i learnt from my mistakes

I don't blame him if he hates me...
But I just don't wanna lose him, that's all =)
People might think I'm a bitch, but please don't judge me if you don't know me.
Hmmm I might be stupid... Well I am STUPID...
I am so stupid cause of not understanding our local culture, traditions and language...
Sometimes, through my body language, usage of words and etc;
people tend to think of the negative meanings of it.
Where I don't actually mean it that way.
I never tend to think anything dirty and nasty, but I'm sorry...
That "things" never POP UPS in my head!!!

I am regretting for not understanding my own culture, traditions and language.
I am so sorry to my boyfriend.
I am sorry if my doings really humiliates you.
I know you never care what people said bout me,
but this time I know it is beyond the limit already.
And you are sick of it already...
Actually deep inside my heart I don't mean anything.
In fact I don't realize that word can cause people to think the other way.
I never think of betraying you.
I've been loyal to you!!! Even there's a lot of people trying to seek my attention.
I NEVER FALL FOR THEM!!! No matter how hard they tried =(
I know it is hard to trust a BITCH LIKE ME!!!
I don't blame you...

But I just wanted you to know sayaaang...
That I really LOVES you no matter what...

☆2407☆ shidie's heart ♥